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In memory of our caring, smart, friendly and loving Mommy…Sept. 25, 1955- May 22, 2012

It’s been a year since you went away and we were caught off guard which left us surprised, clueless and not ready. You took care of different people you didn’t know about and did your job wholeheartedly. You took care of us and even sacrificed the convenience of life abroad just to make sure we are all healthy and doing very well in everything. 

However, we failed you. We took care of you this time but not the same way you did for us. There were times that we don’t know what to do because we never paid attention when you were nursing us. There were times that we complain because you keep on calling us to help you do the things you needed to do. 

We wish we could have done much better or even did our best…maybe you’re still here to see all your grandchildren. I love you and i miss you mom <3 

I feel so guilty I didn’t take good care of you. I’m always mad and pissed at you. We don’t even have a picture together before you left us.  I’m so bad :( I just realized this when you’re gone, I hope I thought about this before you left us. I can imagine how you feel, I know how it feels to be sad, no one cares maybe that’s why you gave up because we made you feel that way. Were your daughter but we didn’t take good care of you. If only I could turn back time, I promise I will really take good care of you, make you feel loved and special the way you treat us.  Every time I see other people who really take good care of their parents, I feel like  shit and stupid, I really feel bad for myself and all I could do is just wish I did that too :( I don’t know why I’m getting all of this now when its too late. I will try to be a good mom for my daughter like you. I really admire you.

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